I found myself living a life that on the surface looked idyllic, and from the inside I was falling apart. I had two young children, and was running my own jewellery business, but my relationship and my devotion to everyone except me, was slowly eroding who I was.

 

It happened slowly, over time, but gradually I started lose myself. I wouldn't look in the mirror because I didn't like or recognise who I saw in there, but it wasn't until I collapsed in the kitchen and was rushed to hospital with a 'potentially fatal' diagnosis that I started to pay attention to my own needs. 

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The mask I had been wearing was ripped from me, I felt vulnerable, lost and terribly alone, and I knew I was facing some of the biggest decisions of my life. I had to choose myself, and trust that by honouring my own needs I would be able to model a healthier way of being to my girls and give them the self-worth and self-love I had been missing. 

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Through this deeply challenging, life-shattering awareness, I had a profoundly beautiful spiritual awakening. Love poured through my body, I had no idea there was so much love even possible! But I trusted that if I could feel this way, even amidst the chaos, then it was possible to create a life that supported that love and expansion for all of us. 

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I made the heart-wrenching decision to walk away from my marriage; to honour the path that I was being guided to take, to step boldly out of denial and into truth, and to follow my heart. To let go of all that I had known.

 

What followed was the deepest initiation, immersed in spiritual concepts I had never heard of before, receiving downloads and consciousness from the universe that was dissolving my old beliefs and the way I had been. I started to connect to crystals and meditate for hours, trying to understand what I was going through and find a path through it. 

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During this period I learnt many modalities, including Sound Healing, Psychic Training, Card Reading, Crystal Healing and Angelic Reiki, realising that these were not new gifts, but that they had been there all along, I had just suppressed and ignored them. And as I began to trust myself, and my path, I developed my own modality which helped me heal not only myself, but countless others who trusted me to help them transform their reality. 

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It is an honour and a joy for me to be able to carry this light and to illuminate the path for those who are struggling just as I was, to find their way through the darkness. To find their true expression, and the courage to embrace and expand into shining their own unique essence into the world.